I am not alone

For the past few days, I have been having a pretty difficult time. It's not just the depression, but another issue that has been plaguing me. I had this overwhelming feeling that I needed to read my Patriarchal Blessing. Unfortunately, I couldn't find it. I searched the drawer that I "knew" it was in over and over again. Alan and I tore the house apart. I was devastated because I needed it. After watching the first half of LOTR 2 last night, I came upstairs to get ready for bed. I felt prompted to check the drawer one more time, even though I had already been through it like 10 times. Well, I found my blessing. It is on white paper and was flush against the back of the drawer, kind of hidden. I read it and it really was exactly what I needed. It answered my questions and helped me know how to proceed. I am so grateful for the Spirit in my life. I shutter to think of where my life would be without him.